I

LOVE

YOU

JACKY

OOI!!

Expired date....

My hot ticket had expired.........
cant sms to bao bei..........
feel......
lonely.....
i know now is the time to go sleep....
but.....but......bao bei...
i want to sms u back......
but....but.....i cant....
I CAN'T!!
i try enter the codes again~and finally success~!
but....but...till cant use the hot ticket.....
because leh~......
till on processing....
bao bei............
sorry tonight cant sms u~

第一次学车！！！

第一次学车啊~
还会没中意外呢~^^
但。。。一开到大路的时候。。。。
好可怕丫！！
我一边驾一边想念着宝贝。。。
在想着宝贝在干嘛。。。。为什么那么忙呀。。。。
连老婆也不得空信息呢。。。
老公丫丫丫！！
今天老婆没心情啊~
老公丫！！！！
呜呜呜呜哇哇哇~
老婆哭了啦~
还在睡觉！快起身啊！
还在抱着宝贝~！再不醒来的话~
我丢你的电话啦！^^

bored...

i bored...ntg to do...jacky busy wit friend...
............:-(
Wuwuwu....
Bao bei miss u ar...now a little sleepy...
Bao bei~hope u can lend me ur shoulder...
I hope i can gucci u ~^^
Miss u ya~miss u so much...

afternoon shusi went missing

Today afternoon shusi went missing~
i dunno la~when i was home i just know...
when afternoon my maid cant find shusi~
then she call my mom~(because worry...and because shusi is pregnant)
after that my mom also worry~
mayb that why she call me when i was working....
when i went back home~
i was surprise to hear that shusi went missing~also in shock la~
then my maid said she found her ady....
she was in my room....=="""(OMG)
is shusi love me that much??=><=
haha^^
my mom said shusi want to born her baby in  my room...><""
ha....ha....ha....

jacky don worry

Jacky don worry about our future~
Because we have a lot of time~
We can work together and earn the money for our future~
I just hope that when in the future...i hope that we till together forever...
hope we wont separate........
hope that we can stay in love forever....
I don care about the money...(even thought is important of our life)
but the important things is~
as long we together~
not thing is difficult in our life~
Bao bei~ I alway love u and that will never change~
But i hope in the future our life will be perfect~
without using a lot of money...
money can buy happiness...
but money cant buy true love~

less on blog...

我感觉到我愈来愈少玩blogger了~
一定是这几天跟老公玩gucci~
玩到疯了^^
哈哈~但也好好的~
如果可以真的gucci老公就好咯~
一定超好玩的~
对不对啊~老公？？
哈哈~晚安啦~
目阿~

i bored...mayb jacky...busy...

now i watching twilight new moon on star movie...
Watching de couple...kissing...
Now i wan to kiss jacky...i dunno...when i got de chance...
I miss him sosososo much...
Now i cant see jacky...except the pic we take together...
Now...i...dunno wat to say...but...
I really miss him...wat he doing now??i dunno...
Muackzz... Jacky i love u~muackzz~

when i was on the plane

Dunno why when i was in the plane...
my heart beat beat so fast....
and i got headache also....
mayb i was toooooooooo happy ba~
wheni was thinking of my darling jacky my heart beat so fast ya~^^
and i miss him soooooooooo much...
now wondering what he doing now....
darling what are u doing now??
i miss u so much ar~
my heart beat beat so fast i thought i going to die~
but...next time i don wan sit the plane ady...
tis time the plane very scary oo....
we kept meeting a bad weather...the plane is shaking...
this time i really thought i going to die....
scare scare....
darling i wan hug hug ar~

today i scare

today when i wake up.....
i scare...u know why??
because...my left eye....look like gold fish eye...
u know how the gold fish eye so big big de??
mine eye got a little like gold fish eye...
but not so serious...
dunno how to say....
i wanna scream!!!and call jacky....
but...jacky is busy....
and even i cal jacky....i dunno i got the guts to tell him...
so...i wrote in my blog lol~
because i know he with see....
now my eye ok ok ady~
so jacky no need to worry ady lar~

back from korea

哇！！！！
韩国好好玩~
但也很可怕。。。
韩国有很多很多东西~
要买的东西有买到~不要买的东西。。。店里的人会抓你去买。。。
我被抓两次。。。。
可怕。。。
韩国的裤子好美哟~
但衣服没那么吸引我。。。因为很大件。。。
但也没办法。。。因为韩国现在的天气是冬天~
所有那里的衣服又大件又厚。。。><
但。。。。我回来马来西亚的时候~
我最想念的是什么吗？？
韩国的冰淇零。。。还有韩国的床~
^^

miss jacky

Wah~here the hotel so nice yo~
the bed nice~
at this hotel i can see snow only~
at other place all the snow melted~
haiz.....and ski....not so easy...
if jacky here...he sure will laugh at me whn i fall....
>.<""
i really miss him lol~
when he sms me i wanna reply him de....
but...but....i cant...
my mom phone no line also....sob sob....
this hotel the waiter damn handsome~the waiter who serve me very the handsome~
and cute too~
hahahaha~some wear the waiter suit~damn handsome and cute~
here at korea, all the lenglui and leng zai~are police
miss him ar!!!!
waiter or jacky??
dunno lol ^^
hehehe~jacky??maybe~
waiter??of coz~
hahahaha~jkjkjkjk~ jacky smile smile la~~
muackzz love u ya~
later i throw a snow ball at u~(painful the ar~bcoz is really ice lol~)
muackzz~i love u my darling jacky~

i miss auntie helen

I miss her soooo much....
When i just think about she leaving...
i sooooo sad....because the person that believe me....that take care me for my life...waste money on me.....that understand me...the only person only know what i thinking....the person that have fate in me the whole time...
just leaved.....
she truely like a mother to me....because that time my mom never care me like her....
because she care more of her work than her children....
at that time i don't know why i called her mother also....
but yet....she till my mother....
haiz....
when i hear auntie helen was happy at her hometown...i was happy too
but i wish i can hear her voice....
i really miss her....when i think of her...
i started to cry...because....my mother had leave me....
the mother that i trust.....
when at the airport...sending my auntie helen home....
just looking at her walk away from me....
and i started to cry....
cant continue anymore....
i sorry...

tell u my mom and i history 2

when i together with my mom i sure get hurt...
i remember at that time in was at petrol station....
when she going to put the petrol in her car....
my mom also in the phone...she hold the petrol and its pointing at my face....
she thought she put inside the......dunno how to call that hole...
then she press....the petrol came out straight into my face...
my eyes kena already~
at that time really painful...then i cant remember...
but auntie helen said...
at that time when i home i was crying....
and she say she can smell then petrol...
and she faster bring me to the toilet and wash my eyes....
and put some eys drop in my eyes.....
she said lucky for me..that i  dint blind...
scary....
yup~ all the horror things i can remember de....
many things happen to my life many things can cause me death...lucky me i guess~
but my things happen to my family also....
my brothers...before my mom have a bad temper....
when my 2nd brother got 2nd in his class my mom till beat him...
use my faher belt...real animal skin the...really painful the...
at that time i was just looking at my mom and brother....
she just beat him infront of me...then later she just close the door....because she saw me watching...
it was horror....my 3rd the same...in his result card...got red...
my mom will count there got how many reds...then beat my 3rd brother...
at that time my 3rd brother just lay on the bed for a week....
because his whole body over with scar from my father belt....
he cant move...because of the pain....i feel sorry for my brother....

tell you my mom and i history

when i was born...my mom never look at me...
because when i was born
begin i was purple skin...then later turn into red colour...then later chocalate colour...
really funny right??purple skin...no wonder my skin very sensative...
at that time my face is square and my eyes very small...
my mom was dissappoint when she born a ugly baby...
at that time the only people who love me is
my second brother, my father and auntie helen(maid)
Auntie helen take care me like i'm her daughter
but at that time my mom only know how to work....
because she thinks work is more important...than us
when she take me out near by my house(maluri)
buy some things at the farmasi....we need to walk across a small longkang...
the longkang have a small bridge...really small....only 1 person can across...
at that time she was in the phone with her customer...and she walk the bridge...i walk the longkang...
and i hurt my knees...thank to my mom...
and at that time my big brother doesn't like me...
my house have a old dog name "fei fei"
when i was a baby my big brother hug me and bring me outside
and puted me beside the dog....
in his mind he want the dog to eat me....
==""

worry

When during the way back home...
My causin and my brother and his friend say bad thing about my brother girlfriend
I know she had a bad mouth....
Really bad....i also dun like her...
But when i hear....
B4 their relantionship is okok de~
Until they live together at london....
Their life change ady....
Because they said when u started to live together...
Many thing will change...
Is diffirent when the days you just dating or sms or calling...
But when you live together is diffirent....
Now i scare....
When we live together....we will have many problem....
I scare darling....
Now i worry...
When in the future...
I scare that will happen to us....
Darling.....i scare that we might be a part...
I don wan that....
Now i have a bad feeling already....
Hope you will be by myside forever...
><"

happy

Today i whole shopping~
until my foot very pain oo~
next time i go shopping i wont wear high heel jor~
Damn painful....
haiz......
when go dinner i just wear high heel la~
kaki sakit~
Today happy~
i make darling 吃醋~
but i haven buy the present....
how leh....
dunno what to buy 4 him oo~~^^
dunno what guys like...
darling can give me tips mah??
what u guys like wor~~
Xixixixi...

Miss you leh~^^

^^

今天宝贝好好玩哦~
突然打电话给我~
只是说“我爱你”
真的是啊~
搞到人家脸红了啦~
><
但我看到这张照片。。。。
也是脸红了~
弄到我好想念你了。。。。
也是这张照片~
把昨天哭泣的我~弄听了~
还会笑呢~^^
就是这张啦~
看我宝贝老公几可爱~^^

我从来没后悔

当我跟杰克依黄俊杰在一起
我从来没有后悔~
因为我知道我终于找到一个爱我的人
能照顾我，有能关心我
他能做的到的东西，Mr.brainless都做不到~
我也没后悔过和Mr.brainless分手~
虽然我心里面还有喜欢他一点。。。因为我从近有爱过他。。。。
但。。。我一想回他以前对我怎样。。。
我就想到我和他分手时对的~

现在我老公对我很好。。。
我很开心~
因为老公很爱我~
我也很爱老公~

黄俊杰

♥

陈时佳

wuwuwu....

My mom kept telling me to delete the pic...
the pic me and mr.brainless....
i wanna delete...when i saw 1 photo...
its make me cry....the 1st photo we take....
that sure bring back alot of memory...
at that night my 干哥 call me 4 fun....
haiz...but mr.brainless at there also...
they laugh speak so laugh~
like the whole world know they insane ady...
i dont like the way they laugh...
haiz...i cant tell that to my gor gor right??
Mr.brainless with this kind of friends...
i'm sure 1 day someone will kill him
just like his friend had been kill last year by gangter...
last night i got call him...
say alot of things that hurt me...he dint scold me...just hurt me...
but...until the end he got shout at me...
haiz...non-stop crying....
but until i saw my darling pic(pangkor)
i just stop crying...
because it remind me
now i just want my darling and only him
don care about mr.brainless
because i have my sweet nice and care for me
my darling....
now i have to stop worry about mr.brainless
because i have my darling right beside me
but....i don wan delete the pic...the other pic me with him the i can delete
only 1 pic i wont delete

i happy now~and i wish i will always happy

I think i have make a good choiced~

I broke up with Mr.brainless and together with Mr.chocalate~

jkjkjk~^^

I very happy with jacky~

because he gave me a feeling i will never forget~

and i felt different everyday~

I can smile everyday when i think of him~

He send so many romantic msg~

No one had send it to me~

I just blush when i saw the msg~and a sweet smile~

because i have found a person who love me~

and he kept calling me fat face and big mounth....=="

I love jacky with all my heart~

because his the star in my heart~

1392010~

黑猫王子

♥

黑猫公主

I tell you what is useless

i tell u wat a useless guy...
all day dint sms me except less 3 msg
he dint call me~i call him~
i use my 1 week pocket is but hot ticket because of him~
and waste alot of money
together with him for 2 years and 5 month
no birthday present.....
the dog is our 1 year anniversary present
and after 1 year he together with another girl~
and because of that girl he want broke up wit me~
and when we back together he give me a rubbish reason~
and he kept borrowing money from me~
because he no money for food and many
he use his money(salary) on him~less on me
when u got his salary, he call me only a week~
then the other days i call....waste my money and my parent money
the only thing he successful change is...
smoking....

well i also wan thank him...
because he change my bad manner and talking...
before i talking very straight forward...
never think before talk~and many people piss at me...
after i change~dozen friends kept talking...asking 4 help...
i'm like their 心里医生
=="""
the weird things is...
my ex-TBF...
they like the old me not the new me...
and i notice they behavior are very rude....
like who piss them...they will hate them...talk bad things
bla bla bla~
auntie helen say them no good when she 1st saw them
now i agree with auntie helen
but...better i listen her before then now~

darling plz don feel bad~

Darling~Ur the star above me~
And always shine the road so bright~
That i know which way i going to talk~
You the star that shine de sky above me~
You the star that always give me hopes~


Please don't always say u useless~
I spend ur precious time sms wit me~
You also make joke that sometime make me angry and laugh and jealous....
But yet~ Until the end~
My face had a smile on it~Sometime an evil smile too....Wahahaha~^^


You're my boy friend~
And i love you~
With all my heart~
You're the star in my heart~

hard

You know what hard....
When u unhappy....
And u forcing urself to smile.....
I in a terrible mood....
and yes....is because of the slipper situation....
and i wearing my maid slipper to go my aunt house....><
and you know what....
when i inside at my aunt house...
my mom wear the slipper that i wearing....walk around...go to next door~(her long time no see friend)
i so in fire....
she got her own slipper....
sorry~high heel~
yet...she till wear my temporary replace slipper...
man~that woman sure can my me on fire~

haiz.....

today...when i going to eat my breakfast....
i cant find my slipper....
i find and find....
ask my maid...
she say my mom throw it....
OMG!!! my 1 and only pair of slipper~
....GONE...
then i ask my mom....
y u throw my slipper....
she said broke ady mah~throw lah~
then i look at her with terror....
then i say...till can use mah....if not u buy a new slipper lar~
then she play play me wit the "油炸鬼"
=.="

when i having my breakfast...
i no mood......
coz my mom just annoying me...
then i ask again...
u throw my slipper, u buy me a slipper
then she scold me...
"now u got money ady!!go buy urself a slipper!!"
WTH!
u the one who throw my only pair of slipper~!
now what?
didn't say anything la~
live a unfair life is like this the lar~
no wonder my 2nd stay at london for 9 years...==
(i know what reason he say at london for 9 years also~)

Yeah^^

Tmr my darling going home~^^

But not by myside...

Wuwuwuwu....

sad....sad.....

miss him sooooooooooo much.....

don't know why today darling kept forcing me

to ask my mother that let him stay at my house...

darling.....

u not scare.....

i scare oo~

><"

But.....

I miss u sooo much...

i also wanted u come to my house de...

but.....

but....

(ntg to say...)

i hope i can hug u soooo tied around me~

then at that time i won't let u go~

if u really study at taylor's college

then i got many chance to see u

and hug u~

and....

KISS YOU

=><=

(blushing)

can't stop thinking about the image...

miss you soooooooooooo~

I love u~

Jacky~

新年快乐

Happy New Year

~1st day~

My sis photo~nice leh~^^

my sis and her mother and me~^^

my sot sot sis~

my sis mom and my mom~

my lovely sweet sweet dad~

Two lovely sis~^^

4 ever

steal from my sis computer

P.S.
Jacky don't copy my sis photo!!!!!!!!
i kill u!!!!!!!!

Happy new year!!!!

好开心哦~

我和亲戚朋友都排着队。。。。

拿红包哦~

HOHOHO~

我看到好多可爱的红包哦~^^

不知道宝贝今天玩得开心没了~

^^

宝贝宝贝~

不不不~不是宝贝啦~

兔子兔子~

我好想想想你咯~

兔子~^^

目阿~目阿~

happy new year

Happy new year to everybody~
hopes everybody have a good day~
but today i'm not happy....
i upset... almost cry....
keep remind myself don't wan cry~
because is new year~
everybody must be happy during new year.........
i don't wan upset darling having fun with his friends....
but.....
don't know how to say la....
now i wanna go to sleep...
but i cannot sleep....
haiz....