tell u my mom and i history 2

when i together with my mom i sure get hurt...
i remember at that time in was at petrol station....
when she going to put the petrol in her car....
my mom also in the phone...she hold the petrol and its pointing at my face....
she thought she put inside the......dunno how to call that hole...
then she press....the petrol came out straight into my face...
my eyes kena already~
at that time really painful...then i cant remember...
but auntie helen said...
at that time when i home i was crying....
and she say she can smell then petrol...
and she faster bring me to the toilet and wash my eyes....
and put some eys drop in my eyes.....
she said lucky for me..that i  dint blind...
scary....
yup~ all the horror things i can remember de....
many things happen to my life many things can cause me death...lucky me i guess~
but my things happen to my family also....
my brothers...before my mom have a bad temper....
when my 2nd brother got 2nd in his class my mom till beat him...
use my faher belt...real animal skin the...really painful the...
at that time i was just looking at my mom and brother....
she just beat him infront of me...then later she just close the door....because she saw me watching...
it was horror....my 3rd the same...in his result card...got red...
my mom will count there got how many reds...then beat my 3rd brother...
at that time my 3rd brother just lay on the bed for a week....
because his whole body over with scar from my father belt....
he cant move...because of the pain....i feel sorry for my brother....