happy

Mayb not everytime i happy.....
not everyday i happy
because some day i sad....
and sometime i dint tell Jacky....that i sad.....
because scare him worry....
but....mayb later will tell him de....or i tel him at blog~
because i know he will see his honey blog~^^
mayb....this relationship wont like me and mr.brainless....
because when i was together with mr.brainless....i told him everything.....
and i regret...that i told him everything.....
even thought the past time he help me alot ....
my problem....i keep counting on him....
now i know why...before is hard 4 me to break up wit him...
but now....without him...i till can live myself wit my problem~
but...........
now i have jacky~
even thought i dint tell all my problem to jacky....
that y i blog my problem....so mayb if he free...he can see...
even thought i not happy everyday
but i happy when i just thinking about jacky~when i daydreaming about jacky~^^
when i together with jacky~
the day i meet him~
i already the most happy girl in the world^^